closingskyline

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 16:23:19 GMT

so being in europe..isnt for me atleast not right now. so im comin back to augusta in september. i think im going to go back to school..for what i dont know. but i need some direction in my life its depressing.

Sat, 29 May 2004 15:40:09 GMT

Mon, 10 May 2004 13:21:16 GMT

its monday..and i dont know why the whole line from office space 'case of the mondays' is popping in my head. but its true..but i leave for europe in 6 days. so that makes things alright. this week for the most part will be good..minus something that didnt go to well like i had hoped last night. so i leave sunday and ill be gone for 2 weeks...but im sure no one will even know im gone or miss me. but i wont care cause ill be there and having fun. boooo-ya.

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 16:27:58 GMT

well..the trio me nicole and norah went to cola last night to see underoath last night..heres some pics. alot of people say they suck now that dallas and the black guitar player are no longer with them. i think they still sound good.

http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v170/distantportraits/

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 06:51:04 GMT

went to athens tonight ..death cab and pedro both put on a wonderful show. ben kweller on the other hand..eh....but indeed it was a very very good show. you missed out.

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 19:00:30 GMT

im going to see death cab for a cutie, pedro the lion and ben kweller tonight..be jealous

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 18:25:32 GMT

so yea..im sick of alot of things lately. augusta, people, my life, feeling like everyday is going no where that im just waking up wasting the day away and going to sleep over and over..isnt it wonderful. im going overseas next month maybe that'll cheer me up..maybe i wont come back and just stay over there.
im just depressed and it sucks..truth is i think im everything that i hate

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 19:11:57 GMT

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Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:44:28 GMT

dawn of the dead = good movie
go see it and if you dont have someone to see it with ill go with you ..its just that good

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 08:06:24 GMT

so i havent wrote in this in quite sometime ..not like it matters or that anyone reads these useless words anyhow. and if you do read them..your wonderful. im sad im depressed and im crying. i want out of this town and i want to move tomorrow. i want to move to florida. i want to move to orlando where the one person in the world will be moving to shortly that i could never be without..juuuustin. i love that boy..i couldnt stress enough how much he means to me.
im just getting more and more depressed as the days go by living in this place. i guess something to look forward to in may im going to germany, holland and paris for about 2 weeks to travel/vacation.
someone come hold me i just want to cry forever and not wake up.
<3

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 19:21:48 GMT

my supervisor at work said i look like him when i shave..eh?

http://abc.go.com/primetime/bachelorette/bios/ian.html

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 19:59:44 GMT

the things you learn about someone when you try not to know anymore about them and block them from your life. i wish you would just leave me alone..i wish my name wouldnt pronounce from your mouth ever again..just quit. i dont want a thing to do with you and all you do is make these false lies to make me be the bad person..fuck you. fuck off..just quit and go the fuck away cause never again would i like you in the eyes with the amount of respect i once had.

i hate you..i really do.

looking in from the outside

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 03:17:14 GMT

i just got back from seeing my dad in columbus..damn 4 hr drive. it was lovely to see him. i wish he was here. i wish he was close. i love my dad. while there it just felt right. now im back here. in augusta..and i feel out of place. like i dont belong here. someone take me away..

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 08:13:46 GMT

im not sure if it is a good thing ..or maybe it is. the fact that i can count my true friends on the fingers of one hand. and the others that i thought were possibly my friends have seem to turn into backstabbers. maybe i dont really care because in a few years will i even know or give a shit about the meaningless stupid fucks that seem to try to be my friends? i dont think so. so fuck off..cause your not one of the those that i can honestly call..my friend.

.may the price of your heaven be this hell.

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 05:43:55 GMT

i got the mr bean trilogy dvd set..hes awesome. i fell asleep to the first one since no one came over to watch it with me. i dont want to work tomorrow. every week on my second day off..i dont want to go back the next day but its not like its a hard/stressful job and i get paid alot so i guess its ok.

i went to columbia yesterday with gabe which was alot of fun. we just hung out up there for the day and then came back. going to another city always makes me happy..but then i just get sad again when i come back to this place

i just woke up so im not making much sense and dont have interesting things to say. not many people read this anyhow so its ok.

i gave you a chance but you messed it up ..thats been washed away so dont ask for another again.

this.is.for.you

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 18:43:48 GMT

.id die by yourside if you gave me your hand.

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 08:47:49 GMT

im scared. im sitting here shaking. its 3.46am on monday night and im afraid of the worst. i wish you were here. when i try to be here for you why do you seem to just push me down and ignore me as if i did something idescribably horrible. i looked at you and for once wish you looked back at me. maybe i should just cry myself to sleep and when i wake up things will be ok.

dont try to comprehend the point of this entry. cause if you read this..you wont understand.

new direction for life

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 22:03:06 GMT

ive wanted to go back to school since the day i was threw at aug tech. that school was a waste of time. never go there. never. im trying to goto asu in august..i got the motivation now just need to make the commitment and go fill ou the paperwork.

new direction. new life. new memories to be made.